no longer a part of his life

i think i made a very big mistake... i shouldn't have gotten to know him... if i din get to know him, i wouldn't have liked him... and now i'm trapped... i like him so much... i really do... and yet all this has to happen... he has hurt me so much... i guess he wasn't the guy i thought he was.

why did it turn out this way? maybe i should have listened to what my friends' said... and now i've got myself stuck in this mess... u know sth? i really wish i could tell him how i feel, really i do... but i guess it would be useless wouldn't it? after all, things have already come to this stage, i don't think anything can be done anymore... he has hurt me so much unknowingly... i guess i'm no longer a part of his life.